I am a bundle of nerves for the next ultrasound tomorrow. I know I shouldn't be freaking out, but I can't help it. What if something goes wrong? What if the baby is not developing like it should? What if this pregnancy is going to end like my others?
Whenever you've had a loss, it is impossible to approach any appointment or ultrasound without anxiety. It's like you go in expecting the worst possible news and hold your breath. Ahhhhh!! It's ridiculously unbearable and totally unfair.
Still, I know I have reason to have high hopes for tomorrow morning. We've only gotten really good news so far, I've not had any bleeding or complications, and I have been extremely nauseous the past several days. Hopefully, this means my body is working hard and creating the placenta for the baby.
Fingers crossed for good news!!!!!
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