I'm feeling some pulling down there, which could be nothing, a good sign, or my own imagination. It's been over three weeks since the MC and we have been good about doing the deed regularly, so it is a definite possibility that this could be our month. Fingers crossed!
Of course, it's easy to get your hopes up too high. It's easy to overanalyze every possible symptom and get engulfed in the dark abyss of Dr. Google. It's easy to go a bit nuts over one's already emotionally intense fertility journey.
What's not easy is finding and being at peace with the process. I must constantly try to find the balance between being proactive and letting the process naturally happen as it was meant to.
I got quite emotional after getting a ton of bloodwork done last week. Sometimes, you just need to cry. The good news is that my Beta is basically down to a zero, and no further trending is needed. Yay! En route to a wedding in ME and MA this weekend, I also got more bloodwork done in NH on Friday morning for the series of genetic, chromosomal, and recurrent miscarriage panel tests we are having. The party never ends!
Weddings always make me emotional, especially during handwritten vows. Yesterday was no exception. Hearing others' vows only reaffirms the amazing lifelong commitment I've made with my hubby. It's always a sacred moment.
I leave you with a link to the words spoken by the minister at the ceremony yesterday from the children's book I Like You:
I would go on choosing you
And you would go on choosing me
Over and over again.
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